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herp derpy derp baozi
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In celebration of finishing my first ever and last AP exam, I shall derp it out for y’all
I just recently got my friend into exo and she even agrees that kris is dumb because he thinks he’s cool but not really lol
my school doesnt even have a nurse’s office or anything
we just have a bowl of bandaids on the front desk in the main office
and they’re not even good bandaids
you can always talk to us shit man even i dont know what to do i didnt get accepted yet hell i dont even know if theyre gonna accept me next year im preatty much fkd up right now so just remember theres always someone whos worse than you :P cheer up
NO YOU CHEER UP! you will get accepted, just be patient okaaaay? okay. and if you feel like you need to take another year, go ahead and don’t give up okaaaay? okay.
lol i did talk to someone about this awhile ago…he wasn’t very helpful.
graduation is in 49 days, 17 hours, and 55 minutes and i have never been so scared in my life.
i’m not ready to grow up and move on yet. i feel like a 5 year old being thrown out into the world. i’m scared i’m gonna fuck up in uni and fail. i’m not ready.
i’m not ready to leave my friends. and i don’t think i’ll ever be, but i know i have to. i know i can always make friends but i’m so awkward and weird. i’m scared nobody is gonna want to be my friend. i like the ones i have now. i’m not ready.
i’m not ready to live away from home. sure, i’ll be home on the weekends. but i’m scared to be on my own. i don’t know if i’ll survive to be on my own for so long. i’m scared i’m gonna spend all my money so quickly and just fuck everything up. i’m not ready.
this is such a huge jump for me. i feel like i’m still a child (i still act like one, too). so many changes are happening. and i’m not ready.
i asked my friend what he would do if i killed myself
he essentially bribed me with kbbq and a cage full of “ur cute asian boys”
he gets me :’) lol
I am so tired of this sugar-coated bullshit people give me to try to “protect” me. I have had enough because no matter how much sugar you put on, at the end of the day, it’s still bullshit.
